Watched TV

I felt guilty watching the DVR recorded DEXTER episode  from Sunday night when I should have been studying make-up videos.  I need to learn to put on lipstick, because I am really wanting to start wearing it on my lips.  Well, maybe tomorrow  A bit tired tonight.  Got up in middle of night last night because I heard my Mistress Alyssa calling me.  I want to be with her all the time now.  I'm sure she was busy with the things she needs and chooses to do.  I am her mere submissive fetish smoking sissy girl.  Busy at work is keeping me from really going under as a submissive smoking girl.  But, the transformation is taking place.  Always looking for ways to speed the metemorphis into that smoking sissy girl.