Sissy Collar Has Me Under A Spell

My new sissy collar has me wanting to wear it all the time, and than not take it off once it's on!!  And when I'm wearing it, i feel so sissy, so submissive, so much a girl!  And I have not even really been collared!  I still belong to myself.  I can choose to not become more a sissy girl.  I think i still have freedom of choice...  If I can just keep from putting on that so sweet sissy collar...

Dreamed Of Putting On My Sissy Dress

It was a just sensuous dream of erotic femme proportions.  I dreamed that I put on my Sissy dress from Birch Place.    Ummmm yummm, what a thrill it was to be all sissied out in dress, panties, ruffles, collar---even though it was just a dream.  I think i must have gotten excited in my dream because i made a ungirly mess in my panties.  But, the really strange thing was that when I woke up this morning, I was wearing my sissy collar! And a butt plug!  I remember having the collar on---it made me feel so incredibly submissive and girly, and putting my butt plug inside me where it was feeling wonderful---but all in my dream!  So how did it happen that i had the plug in, and the collar on?! And of course, I did not want to take the wonderful collar off, nor the plug out!  I think if I had left the collar on any longer, I couldn't have brought myself to taking it off.  

Do I Need A Boyfriend

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Tried a Capri 120

Tried a Capri Indigo Menthol 120, and my clitty got so hard.  I knew I was all girl smoking it.  I was dressed in silky polyester black car wash pants and silky ruffled nylon blouse.  Took me to sissy girl heaven.  I still love my VS 120s, but these were so smooth.  So very skinny and femme.  I just wanted to be with my Mistress right than.  I love her and I want to be her girl forever.  I was so girly today and I will be even more girly tomorrow.

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Maybe I need a tatto?  Something like this?

Fighting A Cold

Cold just came on.  Feel wiped out.  If I had a flannel nighty, I would wear that tonight.  Probably go to bed early.  Looking forward to a smoking girly weekend, so I need to feel better.

Got My Sissy Dress!!

Dear Diary,

My Sissy dress arrived last week!  I was hypnotized by it!  It is so girly and so sexy!  It made me feel 100% a girl just by holding it.  Have been so busy, though, that I have barely enough time to try it on.  Just put it on somewhat because I knew if i put it all the way on and zipped up the back of the dress, it would have been almost beyond my will to take it off.  I need to set some uninterrupted time to wear it.  Also tried on the pink lacy collar which fit like I have always belonged wearing it.  Took every bit of my will power to take off the collar once it was on.  Other parts to the dress that I also need to put  on.  And, I haven't even smoked in it yet!!!

Problem With Internet Connection

Couldn't come here last night or this morning.  Had problem with no internet connection.  Started to watch old movie this morning, Dr. Jekyll and Sister Hyde.  Really a neat movie for being made quite a while ago.  I'd love to have the formula that transforms Dr. Jekyll into a beautiful sexy woman---of course, without the murderous impulses.  She left a lot of blood at the murder scenes---probably would have been caught early with the CSI techniques now---or if Dexter was around!  In the same era, Jack The  Ripper would surely have been apprehended. And of course, I hear London has so many cameras around, that his picture would have been soon shown!

Catch Up Day

Was gone all day yesterday and into evening.  Need to go into the office this morning, but hopefully back this afternoon to try and catch up  on everything---gift buying, etc.

Once Again No Panty Wednesday

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Been Away For A While

Didn't really have a purge---I'm too much a girl now for that, but my girl-self was mostly just running in place.  Feel like the girl in me got moving forward again last night.  I feel excited about it, and am looking forward to more changes.  I need to start trying on make-up, although I need to learn a lot about what make-up I need and how to put it on.  Lipstick is sooo much fun!!! So many pretty colors.  And it tastes wonderful.  Just feel so girly wearing it.  And wearing lipstick seems to go so well with smoking.  So very feminine and sexy to leave lipstick on my cigarette.