Need My Virginia Slim 120s

Was thinking that I was going to go a day without smoking, but was in my panties and realized that I am a smoking girl and I need to smoke.  I will go to the store and buy a pack.  I was being so silly.  i love smoking my VS 120s and feeling submissive and girly.  I also need a cock to suck and to put in my pussy hole because I am a girl and I need that.  Maybe my Mistress Alyssa will find a man for me.  I will stop trying to be a guy and get going to complete my feminine transformation.

Was Gone On Business- Tried To stop the feminization and smoking

Was away, and tried to reverse my feminization and from becoming a smoker.  Came back and talked to my Mistress Alyssa and the need to wear panties and smoke delicious Virginia Slim 120s came back even stronger.  Thinking that I will just get divorced and begin living full-time as my Mistress's smoking girl.  I bought mens cotton boxer shorts to wear, but i cannot resist my nylon girly panties.  i have tried to hold off getting a pack of VS 120s but I can't stop thinking about them.