Sunday, September 30, 2012

Too Hot Here

Went up to the mountains for the day to escape the heat and humidity.  Just been too hot and sticky and been wearing me out.  I feel like a Zombie half the time.  Oh, maybe that is because my mind is now in a mist half the time now.  I do feel like I'm in a trance a lot.  Saw a couple of little videos on cock sucking here.  Oooooo, made cocks look so yummy!  But, really, I think I can become an expert cock sucker, even if I don't have a real one to practice on.  Stated to go shopping for clothes and makeup a couple of days ago, but realized it was getting late and i didn't rant to get caught up in traffic.  I got a new coffee travel mug.  I do love coffee.  And, now i found that coffee goes so well with cigarettes.  My smoking has increased.  I'm sure I will soon be a Pack-A-Day Girl!  Who would have ever thought?!  Was a little short on funds to transfer money to pay for my Birch place Sissy Dress and mincers.  But, soon!  I know you are all tired of hearing me saying I'm getting the dress, but I am!!! Soon!  I can't wait to show me wearing it to Mistress Alyssa!  I'm sure I will want to wear it all the time!  I already do!!

Monday, September 24, 2012

Found Out What It Feels Like To Meet Old Friend As A Girl

I met an old buddy of mine for lunch, and I was a girl.  He might not have completely realized that I am a girl now, but he might have sensed it somewhat.  I was sooo silky and smooth underneath my guy clothes with my polyester cami, lacy bra, smooth nylon panties, and silky sheer nylon hose.  I felt such the girly girl, and I couldn't stop acting like a girl with him.  But, he didn't seem to mind, and we enjoyed each other's company very much I think.  Caught up on some old times, and maybe we'll get a chance to see each other again.  I think I shocked him when I lit up a long white feminine Virginia Slim 120 outside after eating.  He had never known me to smoke.  He probably felt my bra when we hugged while leaving, but he didn't say anything.  Funny thing, I wanted him to feel my bra and know I was girly underneath.  Just such a strong compulsion to fly my girl colors.  When I got into my car, I slipped on my high heels and it felt so right, especially wearing nylons.  Almost forgot to switch to my guy shoes when I got back to the office.

Thursday, September 13, 2012

melinda back

After being gone for a while, Melinda Anne is back.  Was so girly wearing a bra panties nylons and a cami today.  Felt soooo girly.  And I brought my high heels with.  I put them on driving, and I even slipped them on when I went outside to smoke a cigarette.  Felt so perfect over my nylons.  And, now I need to order my sissy dress and mincers from Birch Place.  There was a problem with there payment.  Has anyone ordered from them lately?  I can't stop the constant pressure of needing to order them.  I must obey and have my sissy dress and mincers.