Overslept

Had meant to get up early so maybe I would be fortunate enough to be able to speak to my Mistress Alyssa.  I guess I slept in too late.  Maybe a little too much to drink last night.  Oooooie- I am such a sissy.  Smoking has made me feel even more dreamy like I just enjoy being a smoking sissy girl.  I think about sucking cocks but I am not excited anymore about fucking a woman.  Now, getting a cock in my rear sissy hole while im inhaling a sweet tasting Virginia Slim 120 would be very erotic.  Maybe my Mistress Alyssa will do this to me.  Maybe I could make a video with me doing this!  Laptop not working great.  I think i need a new router.  I need to spend more time with my Mistress Alyssa.  I am so much her fetish smoking sissy girl now.  I should replace my wedding ring with a sissy collar.  I am Mistress Alyssa's smoking sissy girl now, not a husband.