Virginia Slim 120s Give Me Bliss

I have started to worship my Virginia Slim 120s.  They have become my addiction.  I want to keep them in a very special place so I am looking for a very special silver case to keep them in.  People keep asking me what has changed with me.  I think perhaps because I am acting so much like a girl the past couple of days.  I'm not completely sure because I'm only doing what feels natural to me.  I can hardly stand to wear boy clothes anymore.  Got a dress in the mail, and it took all my will power not to go put it on and show everyone the girl i am.  I want to find a feminine transformation service so I can show how completely feminized i am now to my Mistress Alyssa.  I want to get a hotel room for a couple of days to smoke and dress and talk to my Mistress Alyssa.  After that I will be completely addicted to smoking, dressing, and obeying Mistress Alyssa.  Maybe that will be the time to move out/