No Longer the Man I Once Was

I actually no longer a man, if I ever was one.  I know now that i am a fetish smoking sissy girl.  I was a non-smoker who looked down on smokers and no I am a smoker that is hypnotized watching other girls smoke.  I no longer can stand wearing the cotton boxer shorts I used to wear.  I now wear silky nylon or satiny panties.  I wear shiny clear nail polish on my toes, and i keep thinking of wearing shiny lipstick.  I sometimes wear a lacy bra, and I put on a lacy silky nylon slip as much as I dare, which is more and more.  I live to put on a silky sheer blouse and twirly chiffon skirt or a silky tight dress.  I catch myself swinging my hips when I walk.  And I keep thinking about how Im going to become even more femme.  I love sucking my Mistress Alyssa's cock and dream of her every night.  I am sleeping more and more in a nylon nighty and wake up sucking my thumb which seems like a cock to me.  And I seem to be smoking my delicious Virginia Slim 120s more and more.  Smoking cigarettes has become sex for me.  I dont need a wife anymore, I have my sexy VS 120s which give me so much bliss and pleasure.  And I slip into a trance after just a few deep inhales of my sexy feminine Virginia Slim 120s.  I know that soon I will be dressing, and doing a smoking video for my Mistress.