I Am A Bad Girl

 I am so sorry.  I have not been doing my blog.  Have not been on this computer since Sunday.  Getting home late from work.  Maybe will retire soon and start living as a Fetish Smoking Girl all the time.  I have been feeling the need to dress in my silky sheer girly things.  It was No Pantys Wednesday, and I wore thigh high nylons and a cami as my Mistress Alyssa has instructed me to.  Been smoking my delicious feminine Virginia Slim 120s, but I think I need to increase the number that I am smoking.  I'm not sure how many cigarettes my Mistress has decided I will smoke a day, but I'm fairly certain it will be more than the 3 or 4 I have been.  I have been holding back but I can't feel the urge to smoke more getting stronger.  I also need to learn to put on make-up, as i want to be a pretty girl and attract men because I really need to start sucking on cocks.  I can see myself as eventually living full-time as a smoking girl with a man of my own when my Mistress Alysssa decides I am ready.