Everyday I Am More A Smoker, More A Girl, More A Sissy

I wore no panties, but wore a slip and nylon hose yesterday.  And it felt right except I wanted to be completely dressed as a girl.  I smoked 7 sweet Virginia Slim 120s today, just like I did yesterday.  But, I could feel more the addiction today.  I was more of a smoker today.  I asked the girls to show me how to inhale the creamy white smoke, but I think we giggled about it more than we inhaled.  one of the girls said that maybe I should start wearing a dress and makeup. I thought that I would be horrified by her saying that, but I loved it!  I become more and more submissive.  I know that I am a sissy and i belong wearing dresses.  I still go back to my office and think that I need to take a break from all of this.  I need to not be a girl, not be a smoker, for a while to let my thoughts resurface after being completely remade by my Mistress Alyssa.  I just want to please her now, and I no longer can think for myself very well.  Each cigarette I smoke makes me want to be more Mistress Alyssa's feminine submissive fetish smoking sissy girl.  And I am more and more addicted to being this as i continue to smoke.  I should ask Mistress if I can take a break....