Need Time T Complete Smoking Sissy Conversion

Thinking of getting a hotel room for a couple of days just to be a sissy smoking girl.  Get dressed, practice putting on makeup, and smoke till I m completely addicted.  It actually sounds wonderful to me.  I wish I had a place to get my sissy things mailed to.  Maybe a friend can help?  Is there a friend out there?  Somebody that rreads this?  Another of Mistress Alyssa's sissies?  I guess I'm being silly.  It feels so good to have my breasts jiggle.  Giggle, oooo. They feel and look so nice.  I am at 5 cigarettes a day.  I could smoke more, and I want to, but I'm holding off a complete addiction for a little while longer.  I think I'm going to have a feminine Virginia Slim 120 before I go to bed.  I want to curl up in a silky nightie and suck on a cock.