Need To Blog, Need To Dress, Need To Smoke, Need To Obey

Missed my Blog yesterday and felt awful about it.  Trying to do too many things when I really just need to be Mistress Alyssa's Fetish Smoking Sissy Girl as I really am.  Kept trying to sneak a smoke different places.  Just got my 8 cigarettes in, but wanted to smoke more.  Will be so much Bliss when I am living most of the time as a smoking sissy girl.  I want just silky dresses, skirts and blouses hanging in my closet.  I only want lingerie in my drawers- satin and nylon panties, nylons, slips, bras, nightys.  Want dildos and butt plugs too.  And of course, my Virginia Slim 120s on my shelves.  Just had on a nylon slip while smoking a Virginia Slim 120 yesterday, and I got so turned.  My clitty gets hard just thinking about having a smoke while I'm dressed, even just some.  I can't wait to do a sissy smoking video for my Mistress Alyssa so I can turn myself on all the time by watching myself dressed and smoking.  I hope Mistress Alyssa shows the video to her friends to show how I have become her fetish smoking sissy girl completely.