I had a blissful talk with my Mistress Alyssa yesterday. I felt in heaven smoking Virginia Slim 120s with her. It was sex, and than she let me suck her cock and I was taken to a place even more blissful than Heaven. Mmmmm- to have her wonderful shaft going back and forth in my mouth. And her exploding her cum into me. I am now so much an extension of her. Our talk ended too soon---I wanted to stay with her longer- smoke more delicious VS 120s as I felt the addiction to them getting stronger and stronger. And it felt so nice, so right to be dressed in my red blouse and skirt over nylon black slip and bra. I stayed dressed for a while. I was so tranced I couldnt bring myself out of it.
Shopping was frustrating though. It was raining heavy and difficult to get around. The adult shop I went to did not have the things I thought it would, and had been told that it did. No Sissy dresses. Mostly just upscale things and not much help there. I may need to order my dresses. But, I need a place to receive them at. I also need makeup and did not see what I wanted. I still need to figure out all the things I need. I want to start using make up to make myself pretty and feminine. I so want to start maling videos for Mistress. I will show myself on the videos being the submissive fetish smoking sissy girl who I am now. I really want to start doing those. The compulsions to dress and smoke and be the fetish smoking sissy girl more and more is getting so strong that I may need to find a new place to live. Does anyone know a place for me?
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