Holidays Are Too Busy

Well, maybe they won't be when I am in shiny silky sissy dresses the whole time.  Not sure I even got my 8 cigarettes in yesterday.  Dodging relatives and other people the whole day.  I was acting swishy, though.  Couldn't help that.  Maybe people just thought I'd drank a bit.  Wanted to be girly and frilly.  More stuff going on today, unfortunately.  Maybe I wasn't quite far down the road of feminization and sissification as I thought, as I am still able to resist the impulses to be that way in an overt manner.  Hmmmmm.