Wednesday, March 14, 2012

What Is Happening To Me??!!

I think I had something in mind to say, but suddenly it was more important to light up... a delicious feminine sexy Virginia Slim 120.  Mmmmmmmm whooooosh feel so nice.  I am Mistress Alyssa's fetish smoking sissy girl and i want to be even more of one.  What else could i have been thinking?  I have become obsessed in learning to hold and smoke a cigarette like the sissy smoking girl I am.  I am trying to look to see how the other girls do it, but I want to do everything as my Mistress decides I should.  Eventually it will become automatic I think.    I had to take Vicodin for my arm, and it was so nice because I think it made the cigarettes even more addicting and blissful, and made me ready to give up everything and anything for my Mistress Alyssa.  Maybe I should take that Albion to help brainwash me even further.  I hear that the female hormones also help you become very submissive, and as they change you, you love being a girly sissy.  I think that david deep inside might have been trying to pop out but those creamy clouds of cigarette smoke push him back deeper and deeper.  I don't want to wear cotton anymore---I love chiffon next to my sweet silky skin.    Maybe I should be wearing a harem girl outfit because I am surely Mistress Alyssa's sissy slavegirl.
 

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