I was such a girly at work today. I couldn't help myself. Swishing my hips, holding my arms out, crossing my legs. I don't usually see a lot of people, but one woman I see a bit and we have hit it off is, unusually enough, a lesbian. She told me today that it is about time I came out! She said that she always knew I was Gay. I told her that I didn't think I was gay, but maybe transgendered. Dolores told me that she could tell that I was very feminine and that I really belonged with a man, not with my wife. She said that it was very right that I had stopped wearing my wedding ring. Dolores said that maybe she could find a male friend to fix me up with. I tried to tell her that no, I didn't want to date a man, but somehow I couldn't get anything out.
I didn't get much work done today, as i kept feeling a craving to be smoking a delicious Virginia Slim 120. I don't know if I smoked half a pack today, but I think i might have. Dolores told me that as much pleasure as I seemed to be experiencing smoking and inhaling that creamy white smoke, that I would soon be a 2-pack a-day smoker. Dolores said that I already looked like a slave to cigarettes. She said that I should try the VS 120 menthols because they are smoother and you can take the smoke in deeper and hold it. The addiction becomes even stronger she said. I think she does 2 packs a day, although i don't see her all the time.
I talked to Countessa of Countessa's Closet today. She was sooo sweet. Called me Baby Girl. She said that she would love to do my make-over. She said that she has a wonderful shop in Studio City, even that she gets movie stars who come in. She says that all her practioners at the shop at t-girls except her and one other genetic female. She says that she knows many doms and works with doms and their subs often. She that there are many t-girl activities that take place from the shop---going out to dinner, clubs (Oil Can Harry's). Countessa said that she has lots of femme clothes that she sells at the shop---many many more than what are shown on her web-site. She said she would love to talk to my Mistress.
Well it is time to slip into my nylon Baby Doll nighty for bed. Wife still might be awake so i must put on my male pjs over my sweet silky erotic nighty. Good night all. I might see if i can wake up later and see if i can find my Mistress Alyssa. I love her so much and want to be her girl more and more.
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