Surrendering To Craving For Smokey Treat

Was just about ready to run out the door, and my thoughts about a delicious Virginia Slim 120 turned into a CRAVING.  Normally, I would have just ignored it, but I found that my mind just shut down and I am sitting here greatly enjoying a smoke on a Virginia Slim 120.  I simply had no resistance to the desire to smoke a cigarette RIGHT NOW.  I sit here thinking about a number of other things, including how far into bliss the anal plug helped push me into.  I need to do that more often.  And, of course the beautiful picture of my alluring Mistress Alyssa.  But, my mind is telling me that it really wouldn't matter what Mistress looks like---I am so far under her control now, that I will obey her and love her and want to be owned by her however she appears.  I will see what she wants me to see, do what she wants me to do, become whom she wants me to become.  I biggest desires are to become completely a girl and to serve Mistress Alyssa as her fetish smoking sissy girl and i will do everything that i need to do to accomplish those things.