Need To Do More Shopping

I wasn't the best girl I should have been today.  I did dress very girly- bra, panties, cami nylons---mmm I was floating on a pink cloud all day.  I felt more committed to being a girl today.  Im slipping further into the NEED to wear silky feminine things.  Usually dont have to work late if at all on Fridays, but had some meetings today.  Kept my jacket on to hide my lacy cami and the outline of my bra.  Popped a bra strap----mmm.  Need more bras if Im going to be wearing them all the time.  Worked too late to shop although i was very strongly feeling the need to shop.  I guess I'll wear my white dress or maybe another tomorrow morning and see were I am guided into doing from there.  I craved my Virginia Slim 120s today, but I dont think I smoked as many as 10.  But, I think I maybe coming along in my addiction to smoking.  At times of the day, I felt a real need to smoke.  At least at this point, I can push away the craving and put the need to smoke a cigarette out of mind.  Not sure if that will true anylonger after this weekend if I keep increasing my smoking.  There is a guy who wanted me to come over to his house dressed as a girl and to suck his cock.  But I dont think my Mistress Alyssa wants me to do this, and also he is against smoking.  I have vague recalkl---that is starting to slip away, that I was once very much against smoking too.