Shopping On The Holiday

Nice to have a day off.  Got dressed pretty and feminine to go out shopping. I felt so much like the girl I am. I want everyday to be girly and feminine.  How am I going to do that?  I am also a sissy, and I MUST have my Sissy clothes.  Was going to order them today---I'm not sure why I suddenly fely a compulsion to order them that I could not resist, but my femme feelings were so strong today.  And I smoked a pack and a half today and felt even more a girl.  But, my Credit Union was not open today, so I couldn't get money into the account I needed to in order to order my Sissy dress, sissy collar, and rest of my Sissy things.  I just realized that after I get my Sissy Collar, do I become a Collared Sissy?  Must to do it in the next couple of days.