Had To Write In Diary

Got out of warm bed to write here.  Couldn't let "day" go by without writing here.  Didn't have time earlier, but woke up in middle of night with irresistible need to do this!  No Panty Wednesday has become a permanent part of my life.  Will soon have my sissy dress I think.  I am a fetish smoking sissy girl and i want to show everyone that is  who i am.