I keep Dressing More Girly

Wore a blouse today.  Wife saw me and gave me a funny look, but we really didn't talk or see each other much.  I found myself actually looking at adds for "Divorce!"  Am I moving to this?  I definitely am moving toward being a better girl everyday.  Wore just a hint of lipstick.  Am I moving more toward completely dressing everyday?  Was so frustrated!Was going to order the sissy dress, mincing ribbons, and sissy collar (pink and lacy!), but got stuck on working on taxes.  Ugh!  Expensive----going to have to pay!  Keeps popping in my head that I need a tatoo!  Really?  Yes!  But, not sure what I should get. Maybe that is too much of a dramatic change!  Mistress Alyssa is right (of course she is!).  I need another girl to smoke with.  Would be so much more fun to smoke with another girl.  Need to get my sissy dress, than take more steps in becoming a better girl.  Need to get there and than maybe Mistress will let me know where next I'm headed.