I Was A Soft, Silky Flower Today

Maybe it sounds silly, but I really felt this way today, as I was wearing silky lingerie, a creme colored polyester camisole with lace across the top, black smooth silky nylon pantyhose, and creme colored nylon panty briefs.  After wearing cotton guy boxers for a week and a half, being in girl undies just felt good.  I might have worn the boxers undershorts if I had not spoken to Mistress Alyssa in the morning, but as she spoke to me, the compulsion to dress got so strong---so irresistible.  And I had a delicious Virginia Slim 120, which I had not smoked in 1and a half weeks.  I only had 2 cigarettes left, after smoking the 1---I had thrown a pack away before leaving on my trip.  I felt guilty as I left, as I had promised myself not to smoke anymore---but I immediately regretted throwing those 2 VS 120 Menthols away, as the feeling of smoking was soooo good this morning.  The thought of going out and buying a package of Virginia Slim 120 Menthols kept popping up in my thoughts all day.  But, I didn't because i would just stare at my pink cigarette case all day and crave a smoke.  Funny---as I had given them not a lot of thought while I was away.  I have been looking at the girly pink cigarette case thinking of those long white slender feminine cigarettes that sweep away all my male thoughts and make me feel how submissive and girly I really am.    Maybe i need to buy a pack soon.  Where am I going to go from here??  Am I going to dress tomorrow, or put my girly desires behind me and go back to my cotton boxers?  I do have my boxers at the top of my underwear drawer, with nylon panties underneath them.  I just need to avoid looking at, or touching the panties when I reach in for my boxers.