Still Hanging In There

Still not feeling completely well, but the weather is getting better and the Spring must be on the way.  I should start feeling more and more feminine with the nicer weather.  Wore my nylon nighty to bed for the first time in a while, and it felt so good.  Had some extra smokey treats after trying to keep that what is becoming an irresistible habit from taking me over.  Funny how those little white sticks can cuch.  But, than, I'm easy to control anyway.  Sorry haven't written much, but just not felt like writing.  After a smokey treat I will think about writing but as pain creeps up on me, i just want to lay down.  But feeling better and I know how much i want to be programmed by hypnosis to be only Mistress Alyssa's Fetish smoking sissy girl.  I love being a girl.