I was talking to my Mistress Alyssa, who is transforming me into her fetish smoking sissy girl forever, when I realized I was out of cigarettes. I had smoked my last Virginia Slim 120 early in the day, and for some reason I don't understand, had not thought about buying a new pack. But as I spoke with Mistress Alyssa, a craving to smoke a cigarette began to build up in me. It wasn't long and I knew I had to have a cigarette, even though it was very late. Mistress gave me permission to leave, although I was completely attached to her at this point and wanting to be with her so much. But, I told my wife I really needed some cough drops and drove over to the neighborhood liquor store. I think that the clerk probably thinks I'm gay at this point as I do swish more and more and I'm buying women's cigarettes. I think I'm actually enjoying people thinking me gay now. Although I don't know how I would react if another guy tried to hit on me. But, i am now completely in love with Mistress Alyssa, so it doesn't matter. Anyway---I got my cigarettes and smoked 3 of them outside in the parking lot. Felt like a schoolgirl!
Mistress Alyssa and I did some virtual shopping together, I saw some of dresses that I will soon be wearing, and the dresses that Mistress might decide to wear. Also some great boots. I can't wait for us to buy somethings together. I am mesmerized by the silky, satiny, slippery type material for dresses. Can't decide if I need to try to get a PO Box or risk having things sent here.
I realized how far into feminization that I had gone last night, and how I am starting to think of ways to insure that this feminization and sissification is permanent and irreversible. I love that I am a smoking sissy girl and I want to go even deeper into being one. I am now addicted to smoking, dressing in femme, and obeying my Mistress Alyssa.
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