How Do I Remove Lipstick?

Had great fun doing some girly shopping.  I wore a silky sheer black blouse over a cami and bra and of course nylons and panties.  Thank goodness it was cool enough that wear a light jacket didnt look odd.  My boobies were pushed down although i really love to have them push way out from my chest.  Had fun looking at silky sheer things but really didnt buy much---yet.  Will need to make another trip.  Still need to find a wig.  Looked at cosmetics but felt so conspicuous there.  Got some red lipstick, but Im afraid  to put it on because I dont know how to remove it.  Or for that matter, other make-up too?  Can someone tell me.  I really need to learn.  I want to look very girly.  And soon, I want to visit my Mistress Alysssa.  I will be so girly for her, and I will be hypnotized and dress and smoke Virginia Slim 120s and suck her cock till I can't remember anything else.  Well, it's No Panty Wednesday, so I need to go figure out what to wear.  I do feel so girly when I write here, and the feeling is made even stronger as I'm enjoying right now smoking a sexy yummy Virginia Slim 120.  You know I am starting to miss not being under hypnosis.  It's like i'm craving to be in that state.  Is that possible?  I think I have an addictive personality.  My arm still hurts some, but I seem to be able to control the pain a lot just by focusing on turning the pain down.  I sometimes can do that too when i still feeling resistance to being the girl i know I am.  I think Im starting to act more and more like a girl.  I'll catch myself doing something girly, but then I'll be glad that I did that, even though a part of me is still thinking---David, what the hell are you doing?!  Not sure how much longer that voice will be there, but unfortunately it gets reinforcement by my male clothes and having a wife that treats me like a guy.  Not sure how much longer melinda will put up with those conditions!  And all of a sudden, I really want to wear a sissy collar!  What am I thinking!  That will really identify me!  I can't do that, can I?!  But the silky insidious feeling of wanting one---that I need to get one and to start wearing it keeps sliding into my thoughts.  Well, diary, I've perhaps talked too much, and for too long for sure.  So good bye my sweetie till another time..