I Am Sorry Mistress Alyssa

I am so sorry my Mistress Alyssa.  I was being a silly bad girl, thinking that I would try not to smoke and to dress and obey my Mistress Alyssa.  I am Mistress Alyssa's fetish smoking sissy girl, and that whom I am, whom I want to be, and I was being silly to try to not to be melinda.  I am melinda and I love that I am a girl.  And I love smoking Virginia Slim 120s, and holding them like the girl I really am.  I know that each time I smoke, I become more addicted and I want to be addicted.  I am becoming more and more a sissy girl, and I will probably wear a sissy collar to show that I belong completely to my Mistress Alyssa.  I will eventually kneel before her and suck my Mistress's cock.  I have never sucked a cock before, but I will not hesitate if she decides that I should do this.  I am smoking a delicious Virginia Slim 120 right now, and it makes me feel so submissive, so girly, so obediant, and pushes my addiction to smoke cigarettes and to dress- i am wearing my red silky dress right now with black bra, black panties and black slip on, and to be the fetish smoking sissy girl who i really am.  And I want my Mistress Alyssa to mold me so i will be that sissy girl all the time.  I will smoke and dress and be a sissy so that I am completely addicted to smoking and dressing.  I will obey and become the fetish smoking sissy girl that I want to be.  I want Mistress Alyssa to own me, and i will leave everything else to become her girl.  That is what I hope she will do to me, and I am doing to myself right now.  As I take another deep drag off my Virginia Slim 120 and take the creamy sexy smoke deep inside me, it is transforming me into a smoking addicted sissy girl who needs to smoke and dress in silky frilly shiny feminine skirts and blouses and dresses and lingedrie and nightgowns, and to obey my Mistress Alyssa.