Had A Wonderful Smoking Dressing Session With My Mistress Alyssa

I am still feeling tranced and dreamy and blissful after my wonderful session with my Mistress Alyssa.  She asked me what I wanted.  I was at first confused for reasons I can't even remember now, but I of course want only to be Mistress Alyssa's fetish smoking sissy girl.  I want to be melinda and replace my last name with hers.  I had put on a silky slippery red dress, bra, panties, and slip on this morning, and felt compelled to say hi to Mistress Alyssa.  I had stopped smoking, but when she mentioned my smokey treats, Virginia Slim 120s, I knew that I had to smoke one.  I smoked many of them with her, and each drag washed away everything but the desire to take the delicious white creamy smoke from the cigarettes inside me, and increased my addiction to be dressed.  I felt so blissful.  The feelings of submissiveness and the need to dress and smoke and obey overwhelmed everything else.  I knew I wanted to be a girl more than anything.  I want to start wearing makeup, to wear feminine clothes all the time, to suck cock, to act like a girl, and to be more and more addicted to dressing and smoking.  If Mistress decides that I should be castrated and take hormones, I will want that too.  My session with Mistress Alyssa was sex to me.  Each drag of my delicious Virginia Slim 120 put me further in a trance and any doubts of being anything but Mistress Alyssa's fetish smoking sissy girl disappeared.  I will be looking at photos of T-Girls smoking today, so that I can copy them.  After my session, I knew I could barely wait to have my next session with Mistress Alyssa.  i am addicted to her now, just as I will soon be addicted to smoking Virginia Slim 120s.  And I kneeled in front of Mistress Alyssa, the skirts of my dress under me, and I sucked Mistress Alyssa's delicious mesmerizing cock.  I can't wait to do more of that.  The need to obey, dress, and smoke are so strong with me now.