Have Been Taking Estroven

Trying out an over-the-counter female hormone Estroven.  Maybe as a precursor to the real things from In-House Pharmacy.  Contains Black Cohosh, a female herb.  Made my nipples pop out some, and wake up excited but no erection.  Sleeping deeper.  It may have over come my conditioning that was making me awake at 3AM every night.  Too busy at work last week---not enough time to devote myself to the evolving girl in me.  But, I can still feel her emerging.  It would be nice to find another fetish smoking sissy girl in my area to meet with, talk, dress and smoke with.  Maybe even suck cocks together!!!!  Dream of cocks and I wake sucking on my thumb.