Been Away For A While

Didn't really have a purge---I'm too much a girl now for that, but my girl-self was mostly just running in place.  Feel like the girl in me got moving forward again last night.  I feel excited about it, and am looking forward to more changes.  I need to start trying on make-up, although I need to learn a lot about what make-up I need and how to put it on.  Lipstick is sooo much fun!!! So many pretty colors.  And it tastes wonderful.  Just feel so girly wearing it.  And wearing lipstick seems to go so well with smoking.  So very feminine and sexy to leave lipstick on my cigarette.