Purge?

Wife found a pair of my pantyhose in our bedroom.  I told her must have been one of our guests we had over and just got mixed in with some blankets or something.  Not sure if she believed it.  I had a reaction to just end all of my feminization---to throw away all my girl clothes.  I actually thought about doing that, but I love my silky feminine things so much.  I am waiving on what to do.