Changing Offices- Should I Change Gender too?

Had to move to a different office site.  I was a group of the girls smoking group, but not sure at this new location.  I have started to act a bit sissy and girly, so I might be thought to be gay.Well, I guess I do think about guys now more and more, but I want to be a woman with them.  I want to smoke a Virginia Slim 120 and suck a cock at the same time.  Thinking of just telling everyone I'm transgender and start living as a girl.  But, I need to get a divorce.  Anyone know how to do that?  Should I?  I have to be careful asking for suggestions because I am so suggestible.  I need to get a sissy wig, a sissy dress, and make-up so I can do a submissive fetish smoking sissy girl video.  I'm not sure why I feel so strongly that this is something i really want to do, but the idea keeps popping into my head.  This is No Panties Wednesday, so I am wearing a garter, nylons, and camisole.   mmmmm- I am so sissy and girly.