Going Through A Sissification Transformation

I am transforming into a femmy faggy sissy.  I love dressing in silky, sheer, frilly, slippery,satiny feminine clothing.  I grow weak just thinking of smoking a slender white feminine Virginia Slim 120 Menthol.  I'm not addicted, but i will be soon.  I think that i shall be retiring soon, maybe to relocate.  Not sure I can stop this transformation, even if i really wanted to.