Sissy Habits Taking Hold Again

I was actually starting to bring david back, but my Sissy thoughts and behaviors are taking over again.  Back to wearing nylon panties instead of mens cotton boxer shorts, nylon hose instead of socks, and I bought a pack of Virginia Slim 120 Menthols which I know I will smoke.  And my cock tells me that I want to be with another CD or man instead of a woman.  Am I sliding into becoming all sissy?