Becoming The Best Fetish Smoking Sissy Girl I Can Be

Seeing how much of a Sissy Girl I can become.  I'm back to wearing lingerie full-time, and other pieces of femme clothing are seeping into my wardrobe.  I have been working out some financial issues, but I think I am about ready to order my Sissy dress and things from Birch Place.  I am not very good with the computer stuff and working in photos, but I am working at taking some femme shots of me that i can place here and in my profiles to show the Fetish Smoking Sissy Girl I am.  I act more and more like a girl, and I really want a cock to suck.  Anyone know where I can find one?! LOL.  I was reminded on how smoking a delicious Virginia Slim 120 pushes out those doubts about being a girl, and I felt so feminine and submissive after smoking one last night.  I need to find a person to help me take photos and video myself smoking while dressed.  Anyone know someone who can help me?