I've been so naughty---not writing everyday in my diary here! I love to write in it but always seem busy and not convenient when I think of it. And been tired at night.
I want to order my shiny satiny girly Sissy Dress, Sissy Collars, and Minchers from Birch Place, but I need to put some more money. I do look at them and all i can think of is how much I want to be wearing them all. I need to show Mistress Alyssa myself wearing them. I NEED to be wearing them. I belong in a sissy dress and wearing a Sissy Slavegirl Collar. I have to be careful when I pull up the pages on them in Birch Place, as I am mesmerized and just start seeing myself wearing them and nothing else matters.
Have been talking to a nice TS lady----just friends. But, we are thinking about meeting to talk about girl stuff. I might be able to dress at her place. She also said that she can probably get me hormones, and if I'm interested set me up with a doctor. She just recently got back from having her SRS. I want to hear more about that. Having a vagina sounds wonderful.
Smoking more although I still hide it from my " roommate." The Virginia Slim 120 Menthols are sex to me---even better. Feel so feminine and submissive smoking those long beautiful white cigarettes.
Maybe take off some days soon. Been working a lot of hours. Need to spend more time with my Mistress Alyssa. I wonder how many of my smokey treats I could smoke with her?!
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