I get so excited about No-Panty Wednesdays. It's just a great feeling I get in anticipation of dressing especially feminine and sexy on this day! Albeit while wearing no panties, which I do love. But, I have put out a garter, my last pair of silky black nylons, a polyester lacy cami, a lacy black bra, and i even touched up my toenails with clear polish.
I can hear a faint warning alarm going off somewhere in the back of my head. I think it is saying, "what are you doing? You are going right back to where you were before." But, it is easy to quiet that voice by lighting up a sweetly delicious Virginia Slim 120. Someone has told me that I am so easily controlled, but that I can avoid being controlled just by not going near that person who so easily controls you. But, what if you are addicted to that person, and are driven by the wonderful feelings you get being with that person to get connected up with that person. I do know that I am very easily hypnotized and have been conditioned, maybe beyond resisting it anylonger.
I just need to go a little further in experiencing femininzation and sissification. At some point I'll just stop dressing, acting like a girl, thinking like a girl, and being a fetish smoking sissy girl. I thought I had stopped, but I'm not so sure that I ever really did. Maybe I can't anylonger?
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