Need To Get Back On Track In Becoming A Girl

I think I had started to drift away from becoming the complete girl I need to become.  But, Mistress got me back on track last night, and I felt so focused on being a girl today.  A smoking girl.  I had really stopped smoking but I have gotten back to 10 cigarettes a day.  I couldn't dress at home today, but I felt an irresistible compulsion to wear a dress today.  So I brought one with me and changed into it while I was out driving around.  MMmmmmmm.  So much PLEASURE smoking while in a dress.  I am a Girl.  And I just must find a way to order my satiny slippery sissy dress, and collars.  I can't stop thinking about them!  I want to wear them and show Mistress while I'm smoking.  I wish i had someone around here that I could go over to and smoke and dress.  That would be so much fun!  Maybe Mistress knows someone....