Have I Been Conditioned Too Deep As A Smoking Girl To Stop?

I am trying to consider being male, but I am a smoking girl now, and I love smoking Virginia Slim 120s and I love wearing a dress and being girly.  My conditioning and shaping by Mistress Alyssa is so deep and strong and I can only be what she decides for me.  I am so submissive to my Mistress Alyssa and obey her completely.  I am a submissive femme smoking girl.

Message to my sweet Mistress Alyssa

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impolite to leave without Mistress Alyssa's Permission.  I will not leave without her permission.

I Am Alyssa's Smoking Girl Now

I was a guy but my Mistress Alyssa has begun my feminization and I am transforming into a girl.  She is also turning me into a smoker.  I now crave cigarettes.  I smoked for the first time today. At first I resisted, but Mistress Alyssa controls me and I have to obey. Mistress Alyssa has also conditioned me to want to suck cocks.  I love smoking my Virginia Slim 120s.  The white creamy smoke makes me feel so erotic and girly.  I am looking for a dildo today so I can start practicing sucking cock, as I have never done that either.