My Jigglies In A Bra Today

Just seemed that I needed to wear a bra, so I did today.  Often forgot I had it on today, but I had enough clothes on in the cold weather and seemingly even colder office that I dont think anyone noticed.  I did notice that I need more bras as this one had a broken strap.  Bad melinda!  No panties today.  Silly- no I didnt wear boy underwear---it was no panty Wednesday!  Had stopped smoking for a few days---being sick "helped."  But, had such a craving all day to light up, that I did smoke a few of those wonderful smokey treats.  Haven't found a girl group yet to smoke with, and i feel the need to bond with other girls.   ooooo gotcha- i no wats up! mi Mistess has been putin girly thouhts in mi head.  I luv bein a gurl!  And i wan ta suk cock, smok, and dres sexxy!  What just happened?  I swear I don't really know.  Was feeling closer to my wife lately up until today, and suddenly felt detached and disinterested with her.  Hoping to have some alone time soon to maybe try to sort things out.  Feel like I'm moving back into a feminine mode again after drifting away from that for a few days.  Where am I going.  Sometimes, especially if I light up an intoxicating Virginia Slim 120, my mind goes blank and I just move along a path of feeling like a girl.

Wife Said I'm Acting Like A Girl

Wife told me that I have been acting like a girl lately.  My mannerisms, the way I walk, the way I talk.  She said that even some of my clothes are looking feminine.  She said that we need to re-connect.  I bought some new men's pj bottoms that were silky nylon, and she hated them.  Little she know that I actually wanted to wear a silky nightie instead with panties.  I have been trying to be more of a guy around her, but it hasn't felt right.  I just feel confused, and keep dreaming about my Mistress Alyssa.  Wife has also told me that she doesn't want me smoking cigarettes.  I don't smoke in front of her, but I am trying to stop although having a delicious Virginia Slim 120 gives me so much bliss.  Maybe I need to give up my wife instead of dressing and cigarettes---I am trying to do what she says, and my submissive side has started to give into her.  But, anytime i see a woman (or t-girl) smoking a cigarette, I want to be them.  And I lapse into a trance if I stare at a silky dress or sheer blouse and silky skirt for very long.  Been so busy lately, that not so much time to be tempted by smoking and dressing, but I know I could go back to it stronger than ever if I re-exposed myself to dressing and smoking.  I had started to think about divorce before wife re-asserted herself so I know it would be so easy to just give into being transformed into a complete fetish smoking sissy girl.  I have to even avoid thinking about it too much, let alone looking at pictures of fetish smoking sissies.  I have found that I have really been enjoy sucking on my thumb.  I fantasize that I'm sucking on a cock.

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Hiya

chloe hear.  I gess i dont rite real wel, so dont hold dat aganst me.  Im havin beter ten sex smokin on my vs 120s.  dey make me feel soooo goooed!  now if i jes can find a cock 2 suk!

Girl Named Chloe Taking Over My Dreams

In my dreams last night, I was a girl named Chloe.  She (me?) was pretty wild.  Just wanted to have sex and smoke.

Went shopping for shoes yesterday, but didn't have much time so wasn't able to find what I want.  Did make me feel awfully girly.  I need a closet that I can fill up with shoes.  I wake up every morning now sucking my thumb.  And now I'm starting to suck it during the day without thinking about it.  My mind goes blank as I suck my thumb and than I just feel pleasure and a strong compulsion to keep sucking on it.  And than, I want to smoke.

A Girl Needs To Shop for Shoes

I think someone else has been using my blog. 

I'm feeling so girly and arroused smoking a delicious Virginia Slim 120 and wearing a silky sheer blouse, silky black pants, nylons and a slip and bra---just no panties! I love being submissive and owned by Mistress Alyssa, as i am her fetish smoking sissy girl.  My addictions for smoking and dressing are growing I think.  I need to do some shopping today----mmmmmm shop for some sexy femme heels, maybe boots too.  A girl needs to have her shoes.  I just feel so eroticised here smoking and being so silkly dressed.  I don't seem to have much of a will anylonger when Mistress Alyssa talks to me.  I want to please her so much, and do whatever she tells me.  I want to open my mind up and just let her fill up my head with all her thoughts and what she wants me to think.    Everything else seems to not mean much anymore. Just being Mistress Alyssa's fetish smoking sissy girl.

chloe here

hi em chloe, and i hopes this chick melinda dont mind me writin hear fur her.  I em bimbo grirl who luvs to smoke and to suk cocks and have sex.  I hope i can do this a lot.  i luv to dress so femme and slutty and sexy and want a cock soon.  smokin write now.  hop im basck later