Thursday, September 13, 2012

melinda back

After being gone for a while, Melinda Anne is back.  Was so girly wearing a bra panties nylons and a cami today.  Felt soooo girly.  And I brought my high heels with.  I put them on driving, and I even slipped them on when I went outside to smoke a cigarette.  Felt so perfect over my nylons.  And, now I need to order my sissy dress and mincers from Birch Place.  There was a problem with there payment.  Has anyone ordered from them lately?  I can't stop the constant pressure of needing to order them.  I must obey and have my sissy dress and mincers.

Friday, August 3, 2012

Need To Get Back On Track In Becoming A Girl

I think I had started to drift away from becoming the complete girl I need to become.  But, Mistress got me back on track last night, and I felt so focused on being a girl today.  A smoking girl.  I had really stopped smoking but I have gotten back to 10 cigarettes a day.  I couldn't dress at home today, but I felt an irresistible compulsion to wear a dress today.  So I brought one with me and changed into it while I was out driving around.  MMmmmmmm.  So much PLEASURE smoking while in a dress.  I am a Girl.  And I just must find a way to order my satiny slippery sissy dress, and collars.  I can't stop thinking about them!  I want to wear them and show Mistress while I'm smoking.  I wish i had someone around here that I could go over to and smoke and dress.  That would be so much fun!  Maybe Mistress knows someone....

Sunday, July 29, 2012

My Smoking Girl Conditioning Is Permanent

I think I have been drifting a bit in my path toward complete feminization, sissification, and committment to become a totally cigarette addicted fetish smoking girl.  But, whenever Mistress Alyssa asserts herself over me, her control wipes out all other of my thoughts.  I feel even more committed to being transformed into a complete girl.  I enjoyed 10 Virginia Slim 120 Menthols today, and i might have 10 more.  I want to become at least a 1-pack a-day girl soon!

Has anyone else used or is familar with the Phoenix Project for hormones?  I registered with them, but not sure that they are "real" hormones, or just herbs.

Have loved talking to my sister Ali, and would love to see her videos.  I hear they are very, very good.